Feeling Bad....

I am fever again...
Just recover yesterday but today fever again ==
Today, wake up late again at 1.35pm...

Am I denggi? I doubt so...
I am scare because last time denggi already made me suffer very much....
Feel want vomit, dizzy.......Haiz
Suffering right now...Really painful.

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冷笑話

I found this in my mailbox....So, i would like to share this to all of my friends too...

好笑的律師問答~

電影裡，律師唇槍舌劍好不厲害，其實，翻開美國各級法院的正式紀錄，不難找到一些律師可笑的問話：
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問：「你認識這相片上的人嗎？」
答：「那個人是我。」
問：「拍攝那張相片時你在場嗎？」
@#%&*@#$%..我不在現場照得到我嗎?
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問：「妳知道懷孕多久了嗎？」
答：「到十一月八日就有三個月了。」
問：「那麼妳是在八月八日受孕的？」
答：「是的。」
問：「那個時候妳在做什麼？」
@#%&*@#$%...你覺得我是做什麼才受孕的...玩乒乓球嗎?
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問：「她有.三個小孩是嗎？」
答：「是的」
問：「幾個男孩？」
答：「沒有男孩。」
問：「有女孩嗎？」
@#%&*@#$%...ㄚ如果也沒有女孩那不就生出一堆怪物!!!
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問：「你不知道那是什麼，也不知道它的樣子，不過你能描述一下嗎？」
@#%&*@#$%...你想要我怎麼描述呢?
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問：「醫師，你記得給艾先生驗屍的時間嗎？」
答：「在傍晚時，驗屍從八點半開始。」
問：「那時候艾先生己經死了，對嗎？」
@#%&*@#$%...不死我要怎麼驗屍ㄌㄟ?
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問：「今天早上你宣誓時人在法庭嗎？」
@#%&*@#$%...那我是靈魂出竅嗎???
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問：「強森先生，請告訴我，你的第一次婚姻是什麼原因結束的？」
答：「原因是死亡。」
問：「是誰死亡才結束婚姻的？」
@#%&*@#$%...難道是小狗死掉嗎?
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(這個最冷...^^||)
某天，
甲:「從高雄騎車到台南要多久?」
乙:「要很久!!」
甲:「起碼要多久?」
乙:「騎馬要更久!!!」

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今年的圣诞节~~

今年的圣诞节瞒特别，参加了圣诞派对，交了个新朋友， 也借此让我更加认识及了解周围朋友们的宗教信仰。

基督教, 其实我并不是那么了解这个宗教。但是， 任何朋友们的宗教信仰我都非常尊重也带有好奇心去知道， 去认识。在这个圣诞派对，牧师说了个故事很有意义， 所以也想分享给朋友们。

你们知道吗？ 诺贝耳和平奖竟然被颁给刘曉波， 对中国而言多么荒谬的事实。刘曉波在中国可是家喻户晓，一个不可救药的理想主义者，致力于做一个温和，坚定，建设性的政治反对派， 反中国可是却偏偏是他拿了这个奖。结果， 中国也设了个奖， 名为童子奖颁给反外国主义者。虽然奖金并不比诺贝耳和平奖来得丰厚，但是，中国也不理会了。中国也不管了，诺贝耳和平奖的真正含义已经被模糊了。所以，中国也不理会了， 颁了个童子奖。

其实， 故事里有着它的道理。圣诞节的含义已经被人们模糊了。圣诞节其实是要庆祝耶稣复活的日子却早已被遗忘。这里指的是信奉基督教的朋友

说真的，我并不知道圣诞节的来源。每年的圣诞节，我们都会有自己的圣诞节目，你有你要过的圣诞节， 我也有我要过的圣诞节。 我们都互不干涉。 社会似乎缺乏了什么。社会的人们每天都在忙忙碌碌的做自己的事，社会有点冷漠。

有一种奇怪的感觉，当我和基督教的朋友相处或聊天， 我会很自然而然的聊很多。我会很容易从基督教的朋友感受他/她们对生命的看法，热诚及温暖。他/她们很亲切一点都不冷漠。
我并不是一个基督徒。

我深信一个人必须要拥有他/她的宗教信仰，宗教信仰是一个人的寄托， 让你在违反所谓的定律返回正窥。我从小就是一个佛教徒但是却对佛教不是很了解，佛教是我在当兵时真正结缘去真正认识与了解。
我本身非常深信佛教，也因为我自己是个佛教徒而感到非常的自豪。

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此刻的感触

从我开始懂事至今， 我依然记得那些悲剧发生在我生活圈子的朋友们及学生。最让我印象深刻的是发生在我就教的小学。一位四年纪和五年纪的兄妹因一场车祸而双双过逝。留下了二年 纪的小弟弟与母亲。母亲是位中学教师， 也是我中学的历史老师。世界真的很小吧！我中学的老师的孩子变成了我的学生。 驾着汽车载着孩子们的母亲在车祸后十分自责及痛心，好一段时间都难以振作，一直责怪自己害死了自己的孩子们。

留在我脑海最深的是那位二年纪的小同学，至今我依然还没忘记他的名字及面孔。虽然过去了， 但是， 不知为什么在写着这个真人真事的故事时， 我的心情依然那么低落与难过就好像当初我受到这个悲惨的消息时的那种坏心情。

他是个很聪明， 可以说是非常聪明的学生， 年年榜上第一。 但是， 他很自满。可能说因为他还小不懂事吧。 因为他天资高所以经常骂自己五年纪的哥哥是个笨蛋， 还骂哥哥是个大肥猪，死肥猪之类的。他对很多人说包括我和他身边的朋友们抱怨自己有个笨哥哥。每次投诉自己哥哥时满脸总是摆出很不悦与嫌弃的表情。就连我 都拿他没办法， 劝他他又不听， 我都劝累了。那时候， 我希望他长大后能慢慢懂事，毕竟他还小， 可能会因为有了小小的成就而自豪。但是， 在他失去哥哥与姐姐后他变了，他变的如此沉默寡言与寂寞。他得到失去的惨痛滋味。

我也不知自己为什么为何特别记得这个悲剧？
或许是
我想要时时提醒自己不要在失去后而后悔当初没有珍惜我所拥有的。

今天, 在facebook 无意间发现朋友亲戚因大火过逝的我感到震撼的同时也非常的难过。

如此的悲剧在一次应验人生的无常与短暂。
如此的悲剧应验人类在天灾时是那么的渺小。
如此的悲剧证明生命是如此的脆弱。
上一秒拥有不代表下一秒你还能拥有。

一分钟似乎非常短暂，但也有可能在我们的生活中留下一个很深很深的印痕。

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Merry Christmas

Hi, all my friends i am here wish you all

Merry Christmas 2010 & Happy New Year 2011.

MAY the coming new year bring lots of good luck and happiness.
Lets all of us have a new start, new hopes and new wishes in 2011^^

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幸福其实就在身边 / Hapiness is actually just Besides Us

幸福总离我太远了...

我们总问:

幸福要如何寻找?

从书里找?
书上写的幸福总感受不到,
因为得到的是幻影。

从他/她人的幸福故事里找?
那种幸福并不属于我，
那种幸福不是我所追求的，
偶然，总问为什么他/她人总比我们幸福？
难道是他/她人总得到的比我们多？
还是他/她人更懂得珍惜生活中小小的细节。

从旅行里找?
走着走着久了固然还是会感觉疲惫。
幸福却看还看不见。

从钱财里找?
得到的却是一天工作的疲惫，
得到的是争吵与搏斗。

幸福其实无处不在
它就在我们身边，
就在我们生活的每一个细节里，
就在我们爱和被爱里、
每一丝微笑里及
每一声问候里。

当我们茫然追求幸福时，
幸福却距而远之，
当我们停下脚步时却发现原来幸福就在身边
只是我们习惯的忽略，
习惯的忽略
而让幸福在一次又一次的从我们身边溜过。

The Story of Two Cats

An awesome story but it is true in life~~

A big cat saw a little cat chasing its tail and asked:
“Why are you chasing your tail?”
Said the kitten,
“I have learned that the best thing for a cat is happiness and that happiness is in my tail.
I am chasing it and when I catch it, I shall have happiness.”

Said the old cat,
“My child, I too have paid attention to the problems of the universe.
I too have judged that happiness is in my tail. But I have noticed that whenever I chase it, it runs away from me and when I go about my business, it just seems to come after me wherever I go.”

Happiness is actually just around us
in every single second and moment in our life...

When we keep chasing our happiness,
We found that happiness become far and far away,
When we stop chasing,
We just discover, happiness is just besides us
Just we always ignore it,
Until we discover it one day,
That happiness already missing and not belong to us....

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成长

成长是什么?
成长是一种过程,
成长是一种改变,

成长是当你发现烦恼日益加重,
成长是当你不在对父母撒娇，
成长是当你不在眷恋放学后还逗留在商店里买零时，
成长是当你不在梦幻拥有玩具跑车，
成长是当你能明确地分辨什么是幻想与梦想，
成长是当你发现简单的校园生活变得更复杂化，
踏入社会的工作站是仗场，
教室是考场，
决定你未来人生的赌场，
精力是你的筹码，
时间是你的赌注，
成绩是你的骰子，

成长是触手可及的现实，
幻想是遥不可极的梦想，

成长是什么？
成长是一段很漫长的路，
需要慢慢地去体会，
需要靠自己去经历，
需要靠自己去闯，
需要靠自己去领悟，
需要靠自己去学习，

成长是公平的，
成长是让你尝到甜蜜的同时也让你试到苦涩的滋味，
成长是让你得到一些物品时却也同时失去一些物品，
成长虽说是烦恼的但其实也可以很美丽。

长大了，
也因为开始跌到而懂得什么叫疼痛，
也因为跌到站起而懂得什么叫坚强，
也因为曾经失去一些而更懂得珍惜,
也因为自己的梦想而懂得开始努力,
也因为我们是凡人而不知觉的犯错,
也因为懂得惜福而明白什么叫感恩,
也因为看到别人的不幸而懂得知足,
也因为种种经历而更明白自己真正要的是什么。

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Last Minutes - Can i Master u before time up

C# is a very powerful language that i ever seen before.

Compared with C++, C, php languages, C# owns many extra advantages and features which make many programmers prefer to master it in advance. C++, php and basic C all use redundant codes and pointers explicitly which make you confuse if you are not an expert in data structure or linked list. However, C# does not use all these. Although, C# is more advance but if you are a beginner, you still need to learn and start from the basic.

C# is an object oriented language. Hence, when your system are complicated and provide many functionalities, that means your coding will become longer and longer. This is the problem i face, my coding grow longer and longer make me difficult to trace even a single error. Although, just forgetting to put "[]", you need to search the whole coding one by one. I like array very much, because by using array I can skip many looping structures that make your program shorter. However, i am not very familiar with multidimensional array which cause me a trouble.

In a program, there are many ways you can achieve the same goal that is develop the software you want at the end. However, far more important points to take note are how you are going to structure your code, consume least space and least code to build an application.

Yesterday, i just know i just have 17 days more before opening school to learn and build my system. However, there are huge amounts of knowledge i need to gain before developing my system which make me feel anxiety. I need to do the databases parts, translation, genetic algorithm, serialization, printing part in a paper, structure foods accordingly. Arrrrrrr...........So many........Unbreathable...

If i not start now and do it last minutes, sure i need to burn the midnight oil which i don't like.

However, "Nothing is impossible" always live in my heart and life. There always a hope in dark side which i believe. Not only believe and thinking we can do it, we need to have real actions to change "impossible to possible".

Hopefully, C# i can master you before time up. I will do my best!!!

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Momentum to move forward

I need a new momentum to move forward, look forward and not backward!!!
Can you give me ?
Momentum give me power to step up the ladder of success.

Finally, November ended and December coming and will be terminated soon to enter the new start or life of 2011. All the regrets for this year should not make me to think again as the outcomes will never be altered anymore.

New hopes, good wishes and goals should be set for the coming year. Flushing back the old days i have been in UTHM, there were so many memories which i couldn't remember and count all of them. Sweet, bitter and sad memories all i gained in this university. All those memories made me grow up and think.

However, all of these were passed. I didn't want to dig them back into my heart and carry along to my new life in 2011. I will just keep all those memories in the deepest part of my heart.

2011 will be a new start for me. Hopefully, next year will be the happiest semester as i will leave UTHM and never have the chance to study, to learn and to play at this place.

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Interesting Observation

Yesterday, when i was hang out with friends, i done something interesting.

For my last PSM, my panels commented my system about the names of vegetables and fruits being used were too difficult to understand. In spite of this, panels stated that all the names seem like not seen before. OMG. Indeed, a very big troublesome for me. How can i tackle this problem? Develop an application with multiple languages for different users ? Undeniably, this will consume my time because every single term need to be translated one by one. My feeling now, unbreathable. Moreover, my databases contains about 2000 types of food and beverages which are tremendous for me.

How come? I guessed all supermarkets in Malaysia have shown the names of vegetables and fruits in English except for Pasar. Hence, i decided to make a survey and an observation in supermarkets.

I took my camera to take the pictures of vegetables and fruits. I also observed all the names of vegetables and fruits. An interesting and effective way of learning. All these photos were taken at CARREFOUR.

Today, i was not so lucky. I went Pacific to take the photos too and observe the names of vegetables written on the packages. But, i was caught by the workers there. Until now, i just know taking photos there was illegal. The workers there stared me for a long times. But, no one dare to come to me asked me to stop. So, i just ignore them and take the photos happily. Then, i went out from Pacific a while to buy something. And i turned back to take photos second time. This time, one of the worker come to me and ask : "Picture, foto....." Hahahahaha.....He thought i don't know how to speak English. He was struggled there to speak Malay. Then, i said :"Har....What are you taking about".He was surprise i know how to speak English. He continued : "Why you take all those pictures." I answered him: "I need all these photos for my homework." He continued: "Are you a teacher? " I shocked and waited a few minutes just answered him: "i am a student. I need it for a simple homework". He replied: "Thanks you". Hahahaha...A funny case he said thanks you at the end and just let me go. Without waiting i left the place because i scare he will change his decision to ask me delete all those pictures.

From yesterday and today observation, i learned something new for vegetables and beverages. Some of vegetables are never seen and heard by me before but most of vegetables names were written in English. This was the outcome i want. So, i was happy for today's learning. Gambatte Mee Ting....Gambatte for your PSM2^^

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当习惯成为自然~~

有时侯,
我发现我会特别喜欢所有属于我的一切...
我的电脑, 铅笔盒, 手机, 电话号码...

一次的偶然, 我告诉我的朋友, 我的电话号码实在太美了, 我实在太喜欢了....
我的朋友告诉我不是因为这个号码美而是你已经"习惯"它了...
当时, 我否认...

今天, 偶然想起...
原来, 一开始很多东西并不是那么喜欢...
而是在用久习惯成自然不知不觉后喜欢上了...

习惯性, 可以是好也可以是坏...
坏习惯,
好习惯...
只要是在习惯以后就会自然而然的发生...

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倪安東 - 散場的擁抱

從妳的眼角 慢慢地明瞭
我能做的很少
原來妳藏著傷 但不想和我聊

妳選的電影 像某種預告
不坦白的主角
最後流著眼淚 堅持獨自走掉

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 妳留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 卻撕掉 不要

呵護地祈禱 溫柔地討好
愛能讓人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 我們和你們不能比較
但我的愛多強悍 出乎妳預料

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回憶像副手銬
越是掙脫越纏繞 我比妳明瞭

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A Nice Place => My Home

Finally, i decided to go back my sweet home after staying many days in hostel since i finished my exam on 2.12.2010.

How can i describe my lovely hometown ? It is a place where the air are fresh. The natural beauty makes you heart calm and feeling relax while breathing deeply outside my house while sitting or laying down on the green small grass field.

If you never go my home before you will never know and see how many pets, animals and plants i have around my house. Dogs, chicken, durian, cat, flowers and chili plants.

In my house, i have four dogs. All of them have their special names which was given by me...Haha..I like to give dogs, cats and even chicken names when i was a child. That's why all pets names were given by me. This is the dog i like the most. Very cool dog. Its fur color totally black which you couldn't see it during midnight. haha..



There are two very tall durian plants in front of my house...



There are coco plants around my house too.



Flower planted by my sister.


Small little chicken...



And many many more...





I really love my home.
A place that makes me feel comfortable, fresh and relax. I believe the home is the palace for everyone. Inside home, you will forget all tiredness and unhappy moments because inside the house are all your parents and family members that give you warm hug and concern....

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